I don't have any friends on deviantart so I will be using this as a journal for my personal life. I want you all to know who I am, why my stuff is like it is. I just don't want you to be scared. So if you can't take the drama I'm writing about then you can just leave.

Fact 1 About me:

I cut myself. Mainly my ankle and hip but that is it. Cutting your arm is stupid and difficult to hide. I chose a smarter way to be self-dectructive. Although I have cut my wrist before. The scars are still there.

Fact 2 About me:

I don't eat alot. I eat just not alot. My friends think I'm drastically underweight but I'm not going to listen to them. I look the way I want to look. I'm not going to change my habits for anyone.

Fact 3 About me:

I was raped. It was by a guy older then me and I didn't know what was happening untill it was over. Its over now though. I know what happened.

Fact 4 About me:

I am in love. With a man I can never have. He's beautiful and smart and serious and he needs me and has me but I can't have him. I love him. I allways will. I hope his girlfriend continues to treat him well though. That's what he deserves. To be at peace.

Fact 5 About me:

I will tell anyone who will listen all about me.